Tedi Spicer: The Truth: March 2018

For way too long I've lost my voice.
I lost the strength to speak my mind. But no more...

I try to never waste my time explaining myself, and who I am, to people
who are committed to misunderstanding me. The people who really know
me, know my heart....I need to explain nothing.

At one point I was dealing with the consequences of things that were NOT my fault as well, and I still am to this day. That gets old real fast. When I started fighting back, they declared war on me.

These few people just wanted to find fault with me, and couldn't so they started lying.

And no matter what you do, or don't do....nothing matters.

You are just always going to be wrong and accused because they don't

like you. If they can't kill your dreams, they assassinate your character.

I don't know how bitches are so hateful towards someone they literally know

nothing about. Their lives must suck.

Cheri. Deborah. Ronnie....yes, them.

And don't forget the little dickhead.

More about him in a moment.

Be wary of gossipers: the fact that they are willing to create and spread

false information about others speaks volumes about their integrity.

What kind of woman lies just to ruin someone's reputation, and worse?

I would say she is a sad and pathetic excuse for a human being.

And I'm tired of being the better person. One day I'd like to be

the bitch they claim I am.

I've changed so much. I'm nice, but not as open as I used to be.

I'm tired of being a pawn in other people's games.

I'm tired of being used and backstabbed by fake ass bitches.

I 've begun to distance myself from people because in the end I

just can't trust anyone right now. I need to rebuild that inside myself.

Right now, I am the only person I can depend on.

***LET ME SAY SOMETHING, DON'T SPEAK MY NAME WITHOUT FACTS.

IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TO ME, SAY IT!

OTHERWISE SHUT THE FUCK UP!

WHEN YOU ASSASSINATE MY CHARACTER, THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES!

THE ONE TYPE OF PERSON I CANNOT STAND IS A COWARD AND A LIAR!***

I am me. I am proud of who I am today.

I don't do bad things to people, nor do I do bad things to animals.

Never have, never will.

I am the kind of person that WILL do anything for you, if you are my true friend, without a doubt.

And if anyone reading this has any doubts about me, or you just don't like me....

walk away...I won't cry over you.

I will not cry over anyone that is not my true friend....and if you do walk away,

you will have proven to me you were a fake friend. Please walk away....now.

What happened in 2010 was shattering to me and my family.

I was accused of an awful deed. One that never happened.

That has been 8 years ago now, but I can close my eyes and vividly remember

the pain and the heartache....the never ending heartache.

I'm updating this blog as I feel the rage returning, in a big way..
The sadness never goes away....sometimes I think I get stronger, and sometimes not.
But this time I cannot let go.

I let my guard down due to life's circumstances. But no more.

I'm back with a vengeance. This is the way it needs to be.

I am still being punished, even eight years later. I'm sick of it.

OMG....the lies, lies and more lies that were told about me.

I still live with it, every day.

And where are my dogs? OMG. My dogs.

Oh wait......they have!

And I recently learned that Cheri has had some nasty karma hit her life.

A loved one passed away that should never have gotten sick.

And Ronnie....her husband become ill, he also lost his job.

And I heard (not sure how true this part is) they lost their home. Awwwwww.

Let me cry you bitches a river.
I believe in karma.

My Father is DEAD because of the lies these no-life mother fuckers told about me and my son.

And I also include Charles (Chuck) May. Detective Chuck May.

The ultimate piece of shit.

I am a true supporter of the boys in blue. Hell, they wouldn't LIE, would they?

That's what I always thought until this shitstorm in our life. HE LIED!

HE KILLED MY FATHER with his lies!

***3.2.2018----I just learned that Officer Dickhead was 'terminated' from the
police department over a year ago. They couldn't tell me why, however.***

How do I make THAT right????? Nobody wants to go against a cop.

I NEED to make this right. I NEED to get justice for my Dad. My Papa.

My son's Grandpa, my grandchildren's Great Grandpa. I NEED to do this. For Dad.

Please forgive me, but I am so angry about this. I've been dealing with other issues in life.

Those issues have taken my attention away from this.....but things need to be made right.
For me. For Dad. For my son.